Working those faith muscles...

Everything about this trip has been a faith test so far. How in the world can we raise that kind of money? Should we be gone away from our two young boys for that long? Should we BOTH go? Can we afford two weeks off work when we run our own business? And on and on it goes...

At the beginning of the year, I prayed for God to give me a word for 2012: a sense of direction for what He had in store. I have never been good at new years resolutions. I always get hit with the bug to make some resolutions, but actually seeing them through is a different story! So I loved the idea of having a "word" for the year. It was about mid-January when I felt God really showed me my word for 2012 and it was "surrender". Surrendering my dreams, my hopes, my pride, my fears. Really laying it all down and letting God do what He wanted to do in my life. I knew it was going to be painful at times {and to be honest I did have some discussions with God about the possibility of a different word!}, but at the same time I was excited about the transformation He could work if I would truly take the word to heart and surrender. It wasn't long after He gave me the word that Chris and I felt called to go on this trip to India. And the test of surrender began in full force! I can't say He didn't warn me.

The biggest test up to now has been the finances. The simple truth is that mission trips cost money. Airfare, lodging, food, supplies...it all adds up. There is a part of me that wishes Chris and I were at a place where we could simply pay for it and not have to raise the money. It would make it so much easier! But easy doesn't strengthen my faith. Easy doesn't force me to surrender my pride and give it to God. Easy doesn't give others the opportunity to be a part of this mission by supporting us through prayer and finances. Easy doesn't find me running to God and clinging to Him knowing that He is the only one that can make this happen! If I truly want to live a life of surrender, I have a feeling "easy" won't be the norm!

As we feel our faith muscles being stretched, it has been incredible to see God working in regards to the trip finances.

Just this week, we had donations totaling 33%
of our total trip cost!
GOD IS GOOD!!

We are now almost to the half-way point with our finances and it has definitely boosted our faith. If you would like to view our fundraising page, you can see it at http://www.e3partners.org/adamsfamily.

We know that there will be many more opportunities for surrender and faith building in the weeks and months ahead, but we are so excited to see what God has in store not only for us but for the people of India!

Called to Surrender...
Jennifer

{for more information on our trip, click on the "India" tab at the top of this blog
and for current prayer needs, click the "Prayer Requests" tab}